Truly Madly Deeply

Previously before being a mother i never give a tot bout it
for me mother is just a mother ...

Married lady when they get babies they BECOME mother
so of course you have to take the responsibility
whether u wants or don't u have no choice

BUT when I become 1 of million MOTHERS out there
i realize there are different the MOTHERS JOB is FAR and WIDE tasks...

Being a mother to my 3bubbles ... makes me realize

I'm holding BIG responsibility to them

Before this when my MUM :-

i. worried with whom i be friends to --> think that she's bizzy body
ii. worried where m i at the moment --> think she's CONTROLLING my life
iii. worried have i do well in my studies --> 'alamak' relax ah mum I'm genius
iv. worried after study where should work --> pergghhh... she's TOO vision
v. worried with whom i will marry TOO --> 'eleh' org ada rupa ah mesti ngan mamat macho di luar sana
vi. NO u cannot do that later U will hurt --> alah mak ni org tau ah

AND lot's of worry items in my MUM head ...

NOW when I become MUM :-

i. Ishh dpt. no berapa ek my dotter n son nih --> (alah baru jer kindegraten and std. 1)
ii. dah masuk 2thn tak pandai cakap lagik --> (dah think about -ve sakit kot...
iii. tgk TV lagik .. spelling tak baca maths excercise tak wat lagik --> baru jer depa lepark
iv. gelapnyer my dotter ngan sapa lah dia nak kawin --> woit... anak baru umur 7thn too EARLY to think about that
v. NO don't do that, CAREFULL later u fell down, No that is not the way --> eh macam pernah ku dengar ayat ini tapi dimana ya??

then I'm realize ... hehhehehe ... I = my MUM = OTHER mums out there

so inconclusion we always CONCERN about our KIDS so that they'll be in d best POSITION

Happy Mothers DAY...

Sedih... tak dapat digambarkan ... pulang dr kerja bubbles ku ketiga-tiganya memberitahu kucing kesayangan kami telah tiada...

Comey aka TOMEI panggilan kami mati digigit anjig jiran tepat pukul 10pg tadi....
Sebelum keluar pagi tadi hanya acidz sahaja yg sempat bermain ...
Aku??? disebabkan terlambat aku tak sempat pon ucapkan
bye-bye kepadanya seperti selalu ...

Comey kucing periang ... slalu saja menggesel di kaki ku bila ku panggil namanya
comey tahu bila ku marah ... atau geram padanya ...
comey juga tahu bila saat kumanjakannya...

Bubbles ku bertiga sangat sayang padanya
...
Dnaz menangis teresak2 bila memberitahu ku berita tersebut
A'anz dengan perangai selambanya walau begitu sempat juga mengeluarkan kata sinis

"itulah a'an dah kata jgn lepaskan comey letak dalam sangkar tu tak nak dengar"

Pada hakikatnya kami selalu saja melepaskan comey bermain-main di waktu pagi dan hanya mengurungnya dalam sangkar waktu tengah hari dan malam.

walau tahu aku sangat allergic kepada kucing... tapi bersama comey aku tak pernah merasakan begitu...aku rasa selamat bersamanya dan aku tenang melihat telatahnya...

Bila waktunya akan kumandikan comey bersama acidz... Mungkin ada yg mengatakan aku EMO tapi seharusnya kita akan begitu kehilangan bila mereka yg kita sayang pergi meninggalkan kita ...


Selamat tinggal comey semoga kau bahagia bersamaNYA...
saat manis aku menjaga mu akan ku kenang ...

I’M SPIDERMAN; I'M BATMAN, BEN10 OR ULTRAMAN.. ALL THE 'MAN' THAT EVER EXIST!!!



Being with him makes Ur blood PRESSURE grow higher and higher … his nottiness and characters would blow Ur temper out of the spec.
“mommy nih asyik membebel aje, I’ll fire U with my power baru tau!!”

But not having him around makes U feel empty … with him u can burst into laugh out of sudden …
“ adik nih notti kita jual kat GIANT boleh tak ?” tot mommy buy adik from GIANT STORE…perghhh

A’aNz aka bOtak aka Rongak … heheheh that's what I'd always tease him
Acidz would kill me if he hear me calling this .. hehheheh….




He loves everything about Ultraman, Spiderman, Batman or Ben10… he dream that when he grow up he’ll be like them … Got all power that he needs just push this button or that button, then “KABOOM” everything goes well… Huh, he's so imaginative and creative that sometimes caused U headache
“Botak if I can just bite U on the ear…u wait for mommy!”



Ask him to do substraction, addition or spelling; U can hear him blabbering all day long
“mommy nape asyik2 AaNz je, jack2 tak payah PoNnnnnn…” comparing him with his 2yrs old brother

took him 4hrs just 2 finish his 2pages of maths homework or 2hrs simply to make correction for his spelling …

duhhhh … “hello Botak aka Rongak”





if ur mommy got power hah I just wanna “kaboom” u so that u can sits still and finish ur homework by USING ur head and not with Ur mouth every minutes blaberring …

talks about him … makes my blood go UP UP over the LEVEL …. Hehheheh

No matter how he is … I always love him … he makes my life more cheerful

as it is in his name: The Cheerfulness and Joyfulness;

U scold him. 5 minutes later, u’ll find him already pressing the RESET Button – CHEER MODE, and totally forgot that u’d just scold him……. What a Ben10!!



psstt, he tot he's hensem too!!

1 May. Jumaat. Cuti. :)
Selamat Hari Pekerja buat semua.

Jam 12.30pm.
"Mommy.. suruh aanz siap. Nak ajak pegi masjid."10 minit kemudian, anak teruna aku dah siap. Hensem. Dengan baju melayu penuh (raya tahun lepas punya) lengkap berkopiah.

Sebelum pegi, pesan siap2.
"Aan takleh bising2. Takleh lari2. Takleh cakap2."
Aan mengangguk-ngangguk. Sambil2 tu aku calit2kan minyak wangi ke bajunya. Kasik wangi.

Kami pegi masjid naik motor aje. Yelah.. dekat aje. Jack2 macam biasa. Mula la histeria tengok babah dah start motor. Jenuhla mommy memujuknya... teheheh.

Sampai about 1.00 pm. Orang tak ramai lagi. Kamipun amik tempat kat belakang, kat luar. Tapi position best, bawah kipas, dan still boleh nampak mimbar.

"Ikut babah baca... sahaja aku beriktiqaf dalam masjid kerana ......
Aan: "Sahaja aku ... apa bah..?" :D

Azan. Tok Khatib pun amik tempat.
"Babah... apa yang dia pegang tu..?"
Owh... alamak.. apa ye..? "Oh tu.. tongkat mimbar.." ye ke?
Khatib beri salam. Dan khutbah pun bermula...

.....

Seketika aku terlena. Bila aku bukak mata, Aan tengah pandang aku.
"Babah tido yee..?"
Alamak .. cemana la boleh kantoi...
"Syhhh.. " aku beri isyarat takleh bercakap. Kena la cover.

Abis khutbah. Solat. Aan masih kat sebelah.. nak tinggal sengsorang kat belakang takut hilang. Cuti kut sampai jemaah extraordinary ramai.. huhu.. abihla putus saf.

Abis solat. Doa. Then ajak Aan lepak minum air kelapa sambil tunggu jalan kurang sesak. Sebelum balik, sempat gak kitorang tapau'kan sate ikan.

Sampai umah, aku tanya kat Aan.
"Best tak solat Jumaat..?"
"Best!" Aan tersenyum ceria.
"Apa yang best?"
"Ada sate ikan." Jawabnya. Ikhlas. Jujur.

Hampehhh.......

jAsMiNe-ArIeL-bElLe-aUroRa

pInk...PiNk...PiNk...eVeRyThInG aBoUt HeR iS pInK

She loves pink… all about her is pink … she loves disney’s princess … she wanted to be as Ariel D’mermaid or Belle D’beauty n beast or Jasmine… dat’s my princess… my cutie pie

My 1st bubble … the OnLy princess in my life … it took 16hrs of labor pain to get her out of me but I know she’s everything to me like my other 2 bubbles. She’s grown up too fast and I think I’m going to loose her someday … hoping that she can still be the little princess that I always carry around …


D’nAz a.k.a kakak :- really act like a boss sometimes since she’s the eldest
(hence, as in her name "OUR PRIDE THE LIGHTS OF A VICTORY").
Loves to read and write … she loves Barbie’s + Disney’s
Princess

I can be mad at her … shout at her … put her down but she still there holding my hand calling me “mommy” and she still recite to me “I love U!” every time before she goes to bed or every time I make her b’fast, lunch or dinner or even when she got something that she likes from me…

It is hard to say whether U doesn’t love Ur child but sometimes I demand an Excellencies, hehehhe… that’s what Acidz told me.


I’m nobody I just who I am I can’t provide her with jewels and gold for this reason I do hope that she’ll be excel in her studies … that what I always pray …

Kakak if U has a chance to read this …

Mommy always love U …
Though I know I always hurt Ur feelings it doesn’t stop me to love U,
Not saying and not showing is not that I don’t love U anymore …
U always B my 1st and u always B… MY PRINCESS …